Derek Robati's Livejournal

Bye Bye.

Wed, 30 May 2007 21:44:49 GMT

Anyone looking for my current text, please visit :

www.robati.com

If I post anything on the blog it will be there and not here.

Goodbye LJ,
Ive graduated to real websites.
(a long time ago actually)

Derek

Stupid Microsoft. When will you learn?

Thu, 19 Oct 2006 18:49:07 GMT

"Not 24 hours after the release of IE7, Secunia reports Internet Explorer Arbitrary Content Disclosure Vulnerability. So much for the "you wanted it easier and more secure" slogan found on Microsoft's IE Website."

Tisk tisk tisk. I don't understand why microsoft can just get there act together. IE7 is released because FF is starting to cut into the market. I used IE7 beta and it blows. I really really really couldn't stand to use the damn thing.

<3 mac

Thu, 19 Oct 2006 18:28:46 GMT

After hours post. I say that because its after 12 and my router wont allow internet connectivity till like 6 or 7 am. So whatever I'm thinking I'm just writing I wont feel bad if you take one good look at this and go, "WTF, I'm not reading that."

Foot just went numb. I hate that.

Anyways, weight training starts tomorrow. That is going to be a blast, I really have lost a lot of muscle definition from pigging out this past year. In high school I got so ripped from working out so much. I felt so good about my body, fresh mind and shit. Im glad I will be getting the exercise, it will give me a chance to regain some need strength.

I wish I could get my TV to route through my LCD monitor with out spending money. Im SERIOUSLY considering buying a external TV Tuner so that I can route TV into my monitor and trash the small TV I have now. Though I kind of enjoy being able to use a computer and watch TV at the same time. I just wish my TV wasn't so .. three dimensional. Im to poor to buy a plasma or anything. Or buy another 20" widescreen LCD. I would be so poor then. I just want to play my PS2 through a better screen. :(

After I buy any NECESSARY books for my new set of half-semester classes and give that 150 to my dad for the ipod he bought for my sister, which was my present so I'm paying him back. Im thinking about getting those Apple Inner Ear Head Phones they've got really awesome bass, stick right into the ear-drum. Suppose to not hurt because the edges are silicone. Im convinced my iPod has MUCH better sound capabilities, but people probably don't realized this because the headphones they provide are so shitty. The first iPod my sister got for her birthday, which we took back, had broken headphones. This is because Apple finally decided to get rid of the shitty headphones and improve them a tad bit with bass enhancement and silicone edges.. not as good as the one I'm going to get though. Anyways. Those headphones had a blown bass enhancement on the right headphone. You know how new products always are.

RobotChicken just came on. I fine this show hilarious. They have bush as a jedi, and abraham lincoln as Darth Vader. Bush sounds hilarious keeps doing that laugh like he he he he. If anyone did actually read this far, I want a copy of RobotChicken Season 1 or 2 or 3 if they are on there third season.

I hear Volvo is offering a guitar with their cars. Thats kind of crazy. Purchase one of our cars and get a free guitar.

[2:25]
Yea last night I was so bored I wrote all that. I apologize if you had read it and decided you wasted 10 minutes of your time.

Thu, 19 Oct 2006 04:00:36 GMT

So.
Today I basically was out doing nothing.
Went to BISM class.
Met Justin.
Ate at Quiznos.
Chilled at his house.
Went to PC Bon with Fede and him later.
HAULED ass back to my house to pick my sister up for dance.
HAULED ass back to her dance.
Went home, realized I had to leave to pick her up. Felt retarded.
HAULED ass to pick her up, AGAIN.
Bitched at her in the car cause she was doing that annoying thing where she would dispute something I would say and then get me rambling about it and then say GOD DEREK I DONT CARE.
I would retort, THEN DONT DISPUTE ME IM ONLY GOING TO ARGUE.
Went to red lobster.
Got a stomach ache.
The end.

Tomorrow weight training class. w00t.

Wed, 18 Oct 2006 03:43:50 GMT

So today I didn't accomplish much. I woke up around 12. Fucked around on the mac for a few hours, went to class at 3:30. After class ate some fattening mcdonalds, drove my sister to dance. I came home and continued to fuck around on the mac. Here I am. :D

Im sure these encounters with LJ will show self-discovery in the next few weeks. Ive been somewhat translucent in life. Not knowing what I want, not knowing why im doing things. Anyway Its life right?

Weight Training starts thursday. Can't wait for that shit.

I need to get a hold of DJ Aligators music. Wait. I mean DJ Arash. Im in need of some good persian music.

Wed, 14 Jun 2006 05:36:37 GMT

Yesterday they were finally normal.
Tonight they're broken, again..

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 02:51:35 GMT

Who here dislikes hypocrites.

Man has it been ages since ive posted in LJ. Lifes been good. How about yall?

Hmm not much to talk about.

Thu, 15 Sep 2005 04:13:36 GMT

Update!

I want to go clubbing!

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 19:36:12 GMT

I got a car.

2000 Honda Accord EX V6
Green Exterior, Beige Leather Interior
Im going to pick one of the following, then ill do the other later.
a) Im looking into either getting 30% Tint on the windows.
b) Get mufflers.
probably A cause i hate the sun and i hate being seen.

To articles I enjoyed reading, there neat concepts.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Solipsism
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Panpsychism

Life so far.

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 04:53:56 GMT

Graduation.
Partying.
Sleeping.
Eating.
Working.
Sleeping.
Eating.
Partying.
Working.
Eating.
or something like that ..

Im now a proud owner of a PSP and Ive got my own website. http://www.deutopia.com or you can check out my forums @ http://forum.deutopia.com

Metal Gear Ac!d and Lumines are addicting.

Yesterday, bought myself 2 Aeropostel polo's and 1 A&F Dress Shirt.

... thats my life i guess

fuck off now

Really tired...

Sun, 01 May 2005 05:44:54 GMT

...but ive had a WONDERFUL weekend. In fact the past couple of weekends have been excelent. Tonight me and amanda went with my parents to a persian party. There was around 70 people there. Danced so much, it was a blast, im a sucker for attention.

I havent gotten to work out and get a good pump in a couple of weeks. Last monday I did some intense squats. The pump was pretty good. Its so close to graduation, I dont understand how people get so stressed out over it. I mean ITS GRADUATING. Moving on to a new life. Nervous.... NO WAY. I love it.

Damn im glad I get to leave the public school system. Fuck it. Cant wait for summer.

Fuck

Picross is fucking awesome.

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 00:05:17 GMT

http://www.blindchicken.com/~ali/games/puzzles.html

Had a Moderate Weekend...

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 04:15:32 GMT

[R A N T]
---

[T O D A Y]
Yea so ill do recap of my whole weekend. Friday I had an amazing workout with Arash. I easily benched 130 8 times, so i guess tomorrow ill increase to 140. I think im going to work out with him once during the week from now on, he really gets me motivated. I think I need to buy an MP3 player, good music really does help pump you up. That night I went to Analotia, the food was great, I really want a job there. Dad's been complaining about how I need to focus on homework and grades over a job. Saturday, woke up and did a bunch of exercises for Visual Basics. Which sucked, then went to a persian New Years party, everything was great, but the dude singing and playing music really pissed me off. His voice is shitty. Today I really did nothing except beat my dad in raquetball twice and painted basement.

[T E C H N O L O G Y]
Firefox Tweaks - Making your browser faster

First off I suggest you get Firefox, its what I use. I love it, it features Popup Blocking, Tabbed Browsing, Heightened Privacy and Security, Smarter Searches, and You can even add Skins, which are called Themes, and Extensions, or Add-on's for it, which are always nice.

Next type 'about:config' in the address bar. As you can see the list that comes up is a registry looking list. By editing this list you can edit the way Firefox interacts with you and the way Firefox interacts with the web. What we will be doing here is editing this list in a way that, well it may be stessful toward server's you may browse, but it will allow you to surf with the speed of light. Its noticable on 56k. So Find and Change these options:

Option: Value:
network.http.max-connections 64
network.http.max-connections-per-server 20
network.http.max-persistent-connections-per-server 10
network.http.pipelining true
network.http.pipelining.maxrequests 100
network.http.request.max-start-delay 0

Then add this by right clicking and adding a new > integer

nglayout.initialpaint.delay 0

These few are optional

network.http.max-persistent-connections-per-proxy 10
network.http.proxy.pipelining true
network.http.proxy.version 1.0

As i said before, these settings are considerably faster, BUT they put a great overload on the sights you go on.

I fished and shit...

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 04:57:59 GMT

[R A N T]
nothing to say for today

[T O D A Y]
well nothing much happened today, yesterday was the big day. Yesterday I went to kelly's home cooking. It was so good, its about 1hour30mins from here. Then I went fishing, caught 3 fish, 2 Hybreds and 1 crappy. They hybred was about 5 lbs. nice and big, tasted good too. Just ate it today. :) Anyway, after that we went and ate another reseraunt. had lots of seafood. yummy. Then I went to this persian concert with Siavash, what a DRUNK. man that guy was drunk as fuck. Anyway in our group there was this girl who looked real familiar, turns out i met her while dancing at tervena and we had a really good time then she left.. but this time we both exchanged phone numbers, she was pretty hot and a good dancer. Anyway need to talk to amr about getting her a seat with me at his restaruant. Anyway the night was pretty good, had two shots , a weak buzz, everything else was rather fine.

[T E C H N O L O G Y]
SQL injections -
These are a pretty neat tattic to break into a website. Although alot of websites now have adequte protection against these kinds of attacks. You see alot of websites, where one uses a Username and Password require a Database to store information. Its kinda like a GIANT excel spreadsheet. Now when you insert a password persay, it checks it and because its a string puts it in single quotes.

example

If('mypassword' == 'mypassword')
AllowEntry()
Else
$GetTheFuckOut
End

You see how the pass matches it allows entry to the site. (be aware my code isnt exactly right)
Now say you dont know the password

If ($passoword == 'mypassword')

You inject code into the password box to gain entry, so for $password you would type

a' == 'a' or 'a

It then places this in replace of $password

If ('a' == 'a' or 'a' == 'mypasssword')

so you see, this allows access because a is equal to a. Basically im saying if a is a or a is your password then allow me access sense a is always going to be equal to a it could careless about the rest and grants me access to the site.

And thats how SQL Injections work. Other code can be inserted, for example lets say you know the database owner is a lazy fucker. He didnt rename his database, the generic userdatabase is just that, its called userdatabase.

So by using

Bill') DROPTABLE userdatabase;

It will then insert this into its code

If ('Bill') DROPTABLE userdatabase; ' = 'mypassword')

you see DROPTABLE deletes the database listed. Which in the case would be userdatabase. the line ends and its to late the computer has already acted uppon it.. regardless of the code on the end or below this...

Now be aware very few sites are vulnrable to this kind of attack. only those coders who are fresh to the market are this easliy vulnrable.

Fuck her, karma will give her a good kick in the ass.

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 04:29:51 GMT

[R A N T]
I feel like ranting about something, yet I cant yet seem to think of what. Maybe I should rant about how dumb I was to trust Ginna so much. That was a mistake. I wont cause of Karma, im happy I have laura's friendship back I have this AMAZING entry that I made private along time ago cause it just need to be. Im going to show it to her. Even though I say mean things about her, you have to remember I was in turmoil with her. I did say I dont want to slander her but at the same time I kept doing it. Anyway I just went on rampage, to bad none of you guys will see it. I need to start posting in this thing more though.

I have to tone down what I say about my personal life though, turns out my mom and dad like to read this. I guess its only fair to say that ive done the same with my dads computer . Hes really hypocritical.

[T O D A Y]
Today was messed up. After school ended everything was good though. I had a amazing workout with Arash, im so anxious to start benching using his method. Cant wait to see the strenght gains. I ran and played Racquetball too. I want to buy that t-shirt i saw on the net that has a guy playing racquet ball and underneith says "raquetball the only game where blue balls are fun!" Yes thats a great line. I must get that shirt in small so i can show off my muscles too. I need more t-shirts with funny shit on them. I where the generic white to much, half the time its covered up with my hoody. I kind of miss my dress shirts, but my mom is taking FOREVER to get them cleaned.

[E D U C A T I O N]
Fuck that shit... I got enough of it as it is. Needs to end soon, it will fortunatelly.

[T E C H N O L O G Y]
Yes, 1 4|V| |33C0|V|1|\|9 4 1337 |-|4x0|2. Just playing. But im really learning alot about hacking and when i say hacking im not talking about hacking of what people think of, first off id be a whitehat. I dont like damaging systems, its not rewarding. Second most people think hacking has to be about breaking into shit. Its not exactly, thats more along the lines of cracking. Anyway ill pick a topic and focus on it more in the future. Ive got to sleep.

Night...

Another Day

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 04:19:34 GMT

[T O D A Y]
Woke up at 11:00[am] got on the computer for an hour. Burned RollarCoaster Tycoon 3.iso to a disc so that I can play it. Ended up hating it. Horrible improvements. The older ones were better. Vacuumed upstairs and downstairs. Went upstairs and studied Economics for 3 hours. Took a 30 min nap. Ate sushi. Forced myself to play RCT3 again, but quit. Ate Barg, then came back and played 10 mins of Age of Mythology which I dont mind. Watched Shaolin Soccer. Then got yelled at. Programmed with PMT which is completely useless. What an uneventful day. The sushi was good though

[P E R S O N A L]
Im so confused sometimes. My dad becomes my drinking buddy, and then when grades come in the drama starts. Its not my fault! I hate it.

[E D U C A T I O N]
Dam, Im hating school right now. I tried so hard to pass a math test. I sat down 3 hours every night all throughout that section. Then did the review for up to 4 hours as I carefully solved each problem. I missed 1st period, which is when I had the test, so that I could take it after school with as much time as I needed. The resulting grade, well hold on to your chairs for this.

a 46

Ive decided fate has doomed me to fail math. I know the teacher isnt failing me. She likes me. I think. Its fate, the bastard who decides that my life shall be lived in a box on the corner of the street unless I fully dedicate my life to math. Bastard I hope Mr. Fate is happy, cause if I ever got my hands on him I would skin him alive and dip him in salt water. Then shove nails underneath each of his fingernails. Watching him suffer in pain would be enjoyable.

[T E C H N O L O G Y]
Program using PMT function sucks. Its so pointless. This assignment is pissing me off too. Fucking shit.

Yea, havent writen in awhile. Just got bored. Thats all.

Fri, 29 Oct 2004 02:29:58 GMT

[T O D A Y]
Finished my paper on Canterbury Tales. We're taking freaking for ever
to read it.

[P E R S O N A L]
boooooooring....

[E D U C A T I O N]
Im without my computer alast. How sad. My grades arnt really bad
either. Its rather sad. Im thinking about breaking a deal that on
Fridays, and Saturdays I get my computer time. School nights I dont.
That way Ill do good enough in school.

Tae Kwon Do, (UPDATE: I quit after blue)

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 03:37:32 GMT

[R A N T]
None for today.

[T O D A Y]
Testing for my blue belt. This means I now have, 6 colors left till black.
It goes in this order:
White
Yellow
Green
Sr. Green*
^ ^ ^ ^ this is me about to become blue.
Blue
Sr. Blue*
Purple
Sr. Purple*
Red
Sr. Red*
Black

*Senior belts have a black strip threw them.

Every belt is a two month process, unless you fail. I feel like I can take down a few of the red belts, which makes me very confident.

[P E R S O N A L]
Not much here, so burned. Thighs burn alot.

[E D U C A T I O N]
AH 4 day weekend

[T E C H N O L O G Y]
Limewire - Ive been using this for awhile. Its rather nice. I believe its coded with java or javascript rather then C++, which is different. I found the searching option rather nice. Though I dont like the amount of sources i get. I use to get alot more with KaZaA Lite++. Dont have a link though. You could try Cnet.

[Word of the day]
whilom - former

Wed, 06 Oct 2004 22:22:52 GMT

Im becoming more and more persian everyday.

--------

Ah im burned, it hurts!

What is "True Love"?

Wed, 06 Oct 2004 03:08:46 GMT

[R A N T]
Todays subject : What is "true love"?

If your a geek like me, you would know true love to be a dating simulator, which is something geeks like to play on the computer because they are lame and cant get any in real life. Though that game has no standing in this subject today. Today I was asked "What is True Love'?", which in my opinion may be a number of different things that can create this undefinable feeling of happiness, or a feeling of sadness. I feel one factor that completes this feeling of love may be trust. Trust plays an important part in a relationship, whether we see it or we dont. Trust gave me a sense of comfort around the one I held dear to me. Being able to tell her things that I was not capable of telling anyone else. Some do not have this feeling of trust and seek it at all circumstances, and when the trust is betrayed it hurts them.

Trust gives comfort, and when one is comfortable in a relationship with someone, its more successful. True Love does not always have to be successful either. There can be more then one truth. So why does there only have to be one 'true love'. Theres so many people that its impossible to only have one possible true love. One possible unique situation, out of billions of people that breath and walk the surface of the earth. I think not. Though, I believe there should only be one lover. One person who you truly love at a time. Though I have a feeling theres a possibility of loving more then one at a time, due to the billions of situations out there.

True love does not fade away either. True love never really goes away, even if one has moved on. Just seeing that person may resurface long submerged feelings.

I am not really into writing tonight, but I hope that helps.

[T O D A Y]
Woke up, then went to school. After school, downloaded music of Limewire. Now I have lots of Persian, Japanese, and Spanish music. Reggaeton rules. Went tanning with Ginna. I cant believe they were going to charge us $45 for a bottle of crap to put on. I didnt even have that much. God, stupid capitalism. Then I studied for 1.5 hours. That was tiring. Did a little homework too. gar

[P E R S O N A L]
Aha, party Sat. cant wait!

[E D U C A T I O N]
N/A

[T E C H N O L O G Y]
N/A (tomorrow ill try and talk about LimeWire)

[Word of the day]
www.urbandictionary.com find one yourself today, this site has plenty of funny words to read. Enjoy.

anyone ever heard of Cheb Khaled, american people have not. I am liking his arabic-ness.

My subject giver...

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 02:43:06 GMT

I now have someone who will give me subjects to write about each day. Enjoy as I cover a varity of new subjects.

derek

---------------
In addition i need to make a new ICON, this drewdious one is to big and gets on my nerves.

Contradictions, an iffy subject.

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 01:54:17 GMT

[R A N T]
I have begun to enjoy these nice sessions of sitting down and writing out something that I feel is important to me. Today I thought of contradictions, and how iffy the subject is. Honestly, people who know me, know that I have sound, solid, and very straight forward set of beliefs and morals. Yet someone can very easily take things i've said out of context and contradict those morals/beliefs. Its rather annoying, to some extent. I think a major point of contradictions is context. Very major indeed. With out context you can easily take a sentence compared to another and skew/distort the quote rather easily. Everything i say in this blog can be contradicted, making me look like a hypocrite. First off though, I don't really care if that happens because I understand my morals and beliefs better then anyone else whose ever walked this earth. An interpretation of words can be precieved how ever one may like to precieve it.

[T O D A Y]
Eventful I must say. School was, eh, usual. Afterschool, we ended our relationship, and im fine with being friends. Then I went to freds, who is making an amazing arcade system. After that came home goofed off on RO. Then I prepaired some japonica rice, and started todays entry. Left for TaeKwonDo, and then came home. As of right now, Eel and rice is delighting my stomach. Wow I love Miss Trice. Shes right its amazing how much stronger a sentence sounds without a is, were, was, are, or am. Oh, ginna and I were suppose to go to tan today. Unfortunatly someone had to ruin the plans. Tomorrow, tanning. You and I.

[P E R S O N A L]
Single, again. Don't worry we can stay friends.

[E D U C A T I O N]
School was usual today. Not much to add here.

[T E C H N O L O G Y]
Firefox 1 [PRERELEASE] - Firefox is great, its basically Internet Explore. Except its based of Netscape. Its much faster, more reliable, and in addition you can use tabbed windows. This means you can have unlimited Web Pages open under one window. In addition you can 'theme' it, which means you can add skins to it making it look cleaner and nicer. You can also add 'extensions' which are basically addons. For example, I have a stock ticker, weather forcaster, gesture add-on(which I might add is very useful), and adjustments which allowed me to tweak the program. Its a great browser (A browser is what you view webpages in) and I suggest it to anyone who is tired of IE.

[Word of the day]
Cal-li-pyg-ian, I particulary like this word. Obiviously youll see why once you click the link.

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 18:11:58 GMT

[R A N T]
Oh the retardness of teenagers. How annoying it is, yet im forced to put up with it. Why do I have to be 17. I mean I like to drink and have fun, but I dont like causing grief to others. Its demoralizing to myself to act like that. Today Ginna's house was 'egged'. Which shows that someone out there is extreamly immature. She has her suspicions on who acted out this form of vandalism, yet she cant prove it. I myself think theres a chance someone might of gotten made she didnt have that party Friday night. Though thats less likely. If you really think about it though, who can drive and who cant. Obviously it was someone who could. Im thinking more along the lines of one person. These are just assumptions though.

It seems like more and more. I keep seeing stupid things teenagers do. Its really annoying me. Why cant they just grow up. If youve got a problem with someone. Why do you have to be so shy about it. Egging someone's house is rather a cowardice act. Think about how wimpy that is.

I feel pumped right now. I want to strangle the person who committed this act, even though its not my house. Is this hypocrisy, that I feel violent. Yet I bash the teenage mind for wanting to commit such acts as this. I dont really feel it is so, though I worry others might have an opinion that differs. Moreover, I dont really care what others think. I look down upon this dumb person who could of done this. Not with pity, nor hatred. The the word that probably is closest is an insignificant waste of a life. Someone who holds no stance in the world. No baring of importance to me. Alot of people seem insignificant now. Alot...

[T O D A Y]
Its my sisters birthday. She'll be thirteen. I think were having a small family party tonight. That should be boring, but im happy for her. Shes growing up, and thats an amazing circumstance.

[P E R S O N A L]
Yea, nothing much hear either.

[E D U C A T I O N]
Its a weekend. Point made.

[T E C H N O L O G Y]
N/A

Wow, aint this retarded!

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 05:30:49 GMT

[R A N T] ( I label this a Rant section, which is new. Enjoy )
Okay, so I was surfing the web. I decided I would look at buddy icons, and the site also included away messages. Well, i came across this one message. I was awe-struck at the stupidity of it because it was suppose to be insulting and it wasn't. It was kind of ebonicly challenged. People need to learn to type and speak right. Here it is for you.

hey %n wud up dawg??? as u can see i aint here rite now. im off doing sumthing fun instead of siting on my ass n talking to u!! i do have a lyfe ya kno unlike you cuz if ur reading diz den it tells u aint gotz a lyfe! i
think u need to go get a lyf!

How retarded is that. I hate when people say 'dawg'. Its degrading, and from that point on it gets worse. This guy/girl ends up typing right as rite. I mean come on, so is it that much harder to type an extra letter. Instead s/he adds a 'e'. How retard. Im going to the 'Funny' section to life. Stupid kids and there dumb grammer. This kid actually thinks hers/his away message is insulting. Thats because I found it under the 'Insults' section. Hes completely retard if he thinks a person reading it has no life because he actually took the time to type something that log up, yet spell things so wrong. How annoying.

[E D U C A T I O N]
Yes, ive got good grades. It suprised me entirely when I got the progress report back last friday and i had only 2 C's. Everything else was a B, not including the one A I got in Graphic Designs. You know what agravates me though. My dad who becomes a bastard about it. Im not suppose to go and hangout with my friends because I dont have good grades, yet there never good enough for him. If he keeps pushing his luck ill show him good grades, so I threatened that. He wasnt to happy, and he got very upset with me.

[P E R S O N A L]
Oh dear, life is so short. Im meeting so many new people, so im really rather happy with the past week or so. Kayla, I really need to talk to you. Im not willing to give up on it yet. I just cant let go right now. Lets see what else. Oh yes, thanks Ashley for talking to me that one night. It was fun, except the parts where you would remind me of things I didnt want to think of. Blast you, yet thank you.

[F R I E N D S]
Yes, this section is kinda pointless. I dont know why I created it seperate from the personal section. Im retarded like that.

[T E C H N O L O G Y]
Yea, so im definatly becoming better at programing each day. Today I programed the card game 21, but it took awhile. I used If - ElseIf - End If Statements, 1 Call statement, Global Declearations. And some other stuff. I need to also sit down and create a new emblem for the site. The one i have now is retarded, but thats because it was spur of the moment. The word 'technology' reminds me of Napolean Dynomite. What a great movie

[T O D A Y]
Dont have much to say. I danced to night for my family. Rasha was like "WHOA, When did you learn THAT!", refering to the arabic shake I found I could do. Its so a bloodline thing. I dont know that many people that can do it. Ive almost worked it down to a small quiver. It gives an appearance of a very fast tremble, yet thats not really the case. Though id have to say it is tiring if im not intoxicated. To night was kinda boring in general. I dont know, didnt drink at all. What I went to was more a get together then a party. I needed a party this weekend. I need to relax the coils of the wee which were few, but tight. In reality this year has been alot laxer then in the past. Maybe its my outlook on situations. I guess I feel people have to much 'estrogen' and 'testostrgen' running threw there veins, and I dont put up with it anymore. Which definatly makes life stress-free.

Yes, I feel accomplished. Wrote alot tonight. I like when I right alot.
Good night,
derek

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 12:51:37 GMT

Magical Trevor, play this

Everyone loves Magical Trevor,
'cos the tricks that he does are ever so clever,
Look at him now, disappearing the cow,
Where is the cow hidden right now?

Taking a bow, it's Magical Trevor,
Everyone is seeing that the trick is clever,
Look at him there, with his leathery, leathery whip,
It's made of magic, and with a little flick,

Yeah, yeah, yeah, the cow is back,
Yeah, yeah, yeah, the cow is back,
Back back, back from his magical journey.

What did he see, in the parallel dimension?
He saw beans, lots of beans, lots of beans, lots of beans,
Oh, beans lots of beans, lots of beans, lots of beans, yeah yeah...